Anonymous asked: I'm a little confused right now because I just found your blog and read through a lot of the posts, and half of the time it seems like Michael and you are civilized and spend time together with Bella and make videos together and have pictures of when you guys were a couple as your background, but then you also say things about how he's trying to take custody of your baby and how he's being difficult. I'm not trying to be rude, I'm just wondering :)

Honestly, it’s really on and off with us. At this very second, we are being civil with each other but that doesn’t mean it will be that way 2 weeks from now

Anonymous asked: Okay so im anon because im friends with both you and michael. But ill message you on facebook later and let you know it was meand we can talk more. For one, your a wonderful mother and your honestly doing what is best for bella right now with letting michael have her. Your sooo young and still finishing school and michael of all people should understand that and he should be a little nicer when you make the effort to see bella. As for his girlfriend being around thats not okay. Id flip shit.

I agree with you. Michael is really hypocritical when it comes to parenting.

Anonymous asked: You have the cutest kid ever. Seriously. I just want to dip her in sugar and nom on her. ;)

Lol thank you? Please don’t be a creep :p

Anonymous asked: are you and micael still having to co-parent?

No.

Anonymous asked: since you & Michael are M's did you ever think of trying to find an M name for Bella? & howd you pick her name?

We never really thought of that…

But we decided to name her Bella because on my side of the family, I’m very italian and my mom would always call me by Bella because it means beautiful in italian. :)

Never in a million years did I think I’d find someone so utterly and completely perfect, someone who would make me happier than I ever dreamed I could be, someone that would touch my life so profoundly and just give me a whole new reason to breathe. But then I found you and realized that everything I anticipated you to be doesn’t even compare to who you are. These past eight months have been the best eight months I’ve ever had and that’s because I’ve had you. You have become not only my boyfriend, but my best friend. You have been there for me whenever I needed you, and I am so thankful for that because I don’t know what I would of done without you. Som people search for their entire lives for what we have and never find it. I won’t give up. I will keep waiting for you, and I will wait for as long as you want me to. Distance will never separate us and I know we will get through this. It hurts me to know that I’m going to be sad and miss you, but then I’ll remind myself how lucky I am to have someone so special to miss.
I don’t think you truly understand how proud I am of you baby. Because of you, I have something to look forward to in the future. You’re my future. My everything. My world. The thought of being with you tomorrow, gives me the strength to go on today.
It’s hard waiting, hoping, wanting but it’s worth it because I’m in love with you Ryan, and I always will be.
I believe that when two people are meant to be together, no time is too long and no distance is too far. Nothing will tear us apart, and I can promise you that.

091093 asked: Mariah!! Tis Madi :) Hi, I just read a crap ton of the asks on here, and looked at all the pictures! Bella is the cutest freakin little munchkin I have ever seen!!! We actually have the same red Disneyland sweatshirt although hers looks much cuter :3 She's seriously super adorable! :DD

Aww thank you madi! :)

Anonymous asked: Are you opposed to having another child with a different father than Bella's? I know a girl that had a son young and she says that she wouldn't want to have another child unless she somehow ended up back with her baby's father. Do you have any opinions on having multiple baby's fathers?

Well, I was really young when I had Bella and after time I realized that people change and shit happens. I thought Michael and I were going to get married and be together forever, but Michael and I turned into different people after we went to school together.

Now that I’m with Ryan, he makes me realize that someone can make me so much happier than him.

Anyways, I can definitely see myself having kids with a different father. But I don’t plan on having anymore kids till I’m in my late 20s.